This post kind of stems from my last post on stress…but I think I’ve finally figured out why I have been so stressed out. Right now everything in our lives is unknown.
- We don’t know when our house will sell in Portland
- We don’t know when we will be moving to Santa Cruz
- We don’t know when our house in Moorpark will sell (and when we can finally move on from that)
- We don’t know when we will be able to move into our own place in Santa Cruz
- We don’t know where I will be working once we move
This is the state of our lives….all unknown. It is hard for me to relax without answers. That does not fit into my organized life. I cannot plan, I cannot organize…I can only wait for the unknowns to become known. It is hard.
I know exactly what you are feeling. Though you don’t understand it right now, God has a bigger plan. Unfortunately, you can’t see the big picture while living smack dab in the midst of it, but there will come a day when you can look back and everything will make more sense. I pray you feel God’s presence in all the changes you are experiencing. I’m praying for you.